Time after time, I tell myself, “this is it, I’m going to lose weight, get out of these tight size 9 jeans and into a size 4″  I start working out and try to eat a little healthier, but as usual the motivation dies down after not seeing visible results right away.  I’m not happy with my body, I know that, I’d give anything to lose weight and finally be able to go out with my girlfriends and not feel like I can’t dress cute, because I refuse to show my arms or my legs. 

I really want this to be the LAST time, I attempt to lose these extra 37 lbs, all I can do is trust that it can be done with hard work and a lot of will power and drive.  I ate healthy pretty much all weekend, and today I got back on the treadmill, and starting tomorrow I hope to really get this started, and I hope writing a daily entry, will keep myself motivated to eat clean throughout the day and workout at least 3-5 times a week.

Tomorrow morning I will weigh in to find out where i am weight wise and I will write out my goals from there!!