July 26, 2008

Yesterday was one of those days. I don’t know what happened at the end but the middle was THE BEST! My oldest and I went shopping yesterday afternoon and I tried on clothes from the section of the store I haven’t been able to shop from in a long time. 16’s were too big and 18’s were out of the question. I was enjoying myself. (The only downer was that I had no money to spend. I did buy a five dollar undershirt that will go under a shirt I already have that is too low in front.) Everything was going so well, until after dinner. I technically had three hundred calories left for the day when we sat down to a movie. So I had some popcorn. Something kept telling me I was hungry so I had a high calorie burrito. I wasn’t hungry after that but I had to have two quesedillas with a butt load of cheese on them. I was knowingly sabotaging myself, but I can’t figure out why. So I’ve been sitting here for the last hour thinking about it and I’m not any closer to finding out why I would. I guess I will think about it some more.

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