July 24,2008

Today is a major holiday in Utah. The 24th of July. It commemorates the arrival of the Mormon pioneers in Utah. In our little community it is bigger than the fourth of July. The fireworks are better anyway. So this means picnics and games and hanging out with family. I’m feeling better but I’m not sure I’m up to being with family. Any family. Even my girls and their dad. I ate alot yesterday afternoon. It was shades of how I eat during the school year. I keep telling my family we should just come home from school and eat dinner. It’s early but I’m hungry. I’m also frustrated and ready to wind down. I can’t tell you how much I am dreading the new school year. I feel a panic attack coming on. This summer has been great and way too short. I want it to go on forever. 

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