I’m up a few kg but I’m here!
For a girl who made not enough resources to have a successful day, I feel ok about today. At the very least I feel ok about my food and only my food.
The update since beginning of July:
I went on vacation. We ate ok, we walked a lot. I think I gained about a kilo in the two weeks we were away. There were some trying moments for sure especially when our car was broken into in strasbourg.
Right after my holiday I went back to work while Ron and the kids stayed another week at home. Because I was out two weeks, the week back was the week from hell.HELL.
One week later I received a promotion at work. Good thing right? Well yes and no. There are some people on my team who were less than thrilled and this was a very emotional time.
At the same time my company started making some changes including a good friend being laid off. More stress and tears.
Two weeks ago I went to London for work for a week. This was especially challenging as my hotel reservation was no where to be found and I had to find a new hotel which basically maxed out my credit card and I had barely any money to survive the week.
Two people died in this period, my uncle, whom I was not close to, but I’m still saddened (he had a massively hard life) and a friend who unfortunately was bi-polar, heartbroken and lonely who obviously couldn’t find a reason to carry on living. This, my friends, has probably been the hardest thing I’ve dealt with so far.
And I realize, hard, that I am very ruled by my emotions and the more I have to deal with, the harder it seems to remember what is also important for ME. I am really finding it hard to focus. Excuses and all, can you blame me?
On a final note, congratulations to Josephine for being the biggest loser!
Xxx
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