Why is this so hard?

Posted by tunafish on July 24th, 2008 |Filed Under Uncategorized |

I woke up at 7:30 today, but couldn’t get myself to go for a walk. Then I went to help out at an art class, and I packed my tennis shoes to go to the gym after. And I didn’t - saying that I’d do a video tonight when I got home and everyone else went to Amy’s softball game. And…I haven’t.

I always ask myself what my problem is, but it all ends up that I just need to fucking do it. (Pardon my language). So…. I guess there’s no better time to start. I’ll put in a walking video. Doesn’t help that I ate horribly today.

This always happens - I start, and do fairly well for a few days, then screw up because it gets hard. So, lets look at the record.

Saturday: morning walk

Sunday: morning walk, good eating

Monday: morning walk, good eating

Tuesday:  bad eating, no walk

Wednesday: short morning walk, eh eating

Thursday: bad eating, walking video

So, that’s FOUR walks in 6 days. And thats not bad for the first week - and its not even over yet! Granted, my walks weren’t generally huge aerobic workouts, but they were more than I did last week.

I feel better. I think I need to DO IT, but also give myself credit for what I do.


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