Hey Chicks

Thanks for the advice.  I post here to hear what you have to say.  Not to have you blow smoke up my arse.  LOL!  I appreciate the honest comments about my BF and my friend AA.  The truth hurts sometimes but life hurts too.  I plan to wear a crash helmet during the second half as to not get as beat up as I did during the first half of my life.  I am middle aged although I don’t feel like it! 

I will wait and see what BF does in July when the promotion is supposed to go through.  And hey chicks, just because you are not in a realtionship right this very second doesn’t mean you don’t have life experience!  So, cut yourselves some slack and know that I appreciate your experiences.  Your experiences mean something to me.  I have a lot to chew on and think about.  You can help me chew, if you don’t mind…

I just don’t know at this point if it’s the men or me.  I had a BF tell me a long time ago that I expected too much from people and people are not me with my drive and ambition.  I don’t really think I am that ambitious.  I just don’t want to live my life like it’s Groundhog Day - the same thing every day!  I like to have things to look forward to and like to set goals.  I love to plan vacations.  Gives me something to look forward to.  I am excited about losing weight because I haven’t been thin in over 5 years.  Although it does suck to lose 40 pounds and still be fat.  But that is my fault.  I can’t even remember what those damn donuts tasted like! 

Went to the Asparagus Festival this past weekend.  Ate fried asparagus.  YUMMY! Split and order with the family so I only had two spears.  They were damn yummy and I am not going to fry me up some asparagus at home so this was a total treat.  Nope, I did not sweat the points or anything else.  Although I am hoping to hit 40 pound weight loss this week.  I may have to cut my head off to reach that goal!  LOL!

 Thank you my dear chicks.  You are all wondeful people and I am a lucky chick to have you guys watching my back. 

 With love!