CSET Part Deux
September 10th, 2007
I am studying for the CSET AGAIN! Nope, I didn’t pass it before. Missed it by a couple of points. I swear, who do I have to sleep with to get this thing out of the way. Math/Science - I suck at them. I have been studying harder this time than any other time. My hallway is lined with huge poster paper with notes and illustrations. I have a compostion book of the same notes - the more I write, the more I can remember. I think what sucks for me is that I passed the first two subsets with very little studying. I am spoiled and can’t believe I have to put in HOURS and HOURS of studying. I can’t freaking student teach or get a job until this bitch is out of my way.
I am on a break from studying. I have been at it for 2.5 hours.
My goal this month is to lose 10 pounds. I think I can do it. Did I say think? Sorry, I mean I CAN do it. Shit, it sucks being a fat girl with little confidence. But even as a thin girl, I had no confidence.
I am working on not eating past 6 p.m. It works on most nights. I am going to buy more garlic stuffed olives. You get a lot of flavor in just a couple of them. Judy left me a good note and reminded me to eat a little every couple of hours. I pack a granola bar - 90 calories with me for my morning snack. Breakfast is usually a breakfast drink and usually drank while I am in the shower wetting my hair. I am all for multi tasking. I even brush my teeth in the shower.
So, if I can do the 1300 cals a day and not eat past 6 pm I think I can whip this flabby ass of mine into shape. That wasn’t nice to say, was it? But then again, you haven’t seen my ass.
BTW, sure Britany Spears danced and looked horrible on the MTV awards. But to be honest, I would take her body over mine any day of the week. I could work with that body a lot easier than I could work with mine. But to be honest some more, if I had her body, I would have never put that outfit on and shook my ass on national tv. They could have put her in something more flattering. Her people suck.
Back to studying. I think I will study the various body systems and thier functions.
September 10th, 2007 at 8:29 pm
Hi Bobbie,
My future son in law went thru the same thing you are going thru testing. He got his BS/BS (I forget which)in 2 years and his MAT in 1…6 years of college in 3 but that test beat his behind and he had to re-take it too so do not kick yourself so much over it…YOU WILL GET IT!!! Now he can’t get the college to confirm to his new employer that he has his MAT because they have his records all messed up. He just got hired as a History/Economics teacher in the next county over (which means in January he will be taking my only daughter 40 miles away from me) but she is going to college in the same town he is teaching in for her RN studies so I guess everything worked out for the best.
Just stay focused on your eating right and remember to eat your little snacks and you should do fine in your weight loss journey.
Have a great week….
Hugs,
Judy
September 10th, 2007 at 10:25 pm
Good Luck on your exam! You are gonna do fine!
September 13th, 2007 at 8:03 pm
Hey bobbie - You’re doin a great job. I agree with you on ms. britney - damn - girl looked downright scared on that stage… that’s how I feel when I have a muffin top! Right on for you for studying so hard. It sucks but you’ll do great!
take care -