So, I come home from a fun evening with dinner with a friend and there is a message on my answering machine.  There is a message from a BMW sales person thanking my ex husband for coming in and looking at cars.  My ex husband is remarried and hasn’t shared a phone number with me in 4 years!  What is with him?  But, I am done eating  because of him!  I erased the message, grabbed a caffine free Diet Pepsi - I don’t drink the caffinated kind anymore - and logged on here to type out my frustrations instead of eating them!  I AM going to lose 35 pounds beofre my birthday in October.  That will be the best birthday present in the world!  Of course I will have to lose another 60 after that but I will worry about that in October.  For now, my sites are set on 35 pounds.  I guess I will have to put to use the treadmill that has taken up residence in my living room.  I won’t be able to ignore it anymore.Â