Well, things went fine today, but since it was the fifth day on MQ, I’m starting to get a bit bored and miss my morning cheese toast.  Oh well, soon it will be over, and I’m just hoping that nothing happens on Sunday to make me mess up my last day of it.  Unless something miraculous happens come Monday, then the MQ hasn’t been nearly as helpful this time as it was last.  I guess the weight loss isn’t really going that slow, but it feels like it for some reason.  I really think I need to add exercise in, but I just don’t know how I can swing that with my schedule for the next three weeks.  Once finals week gets here, I will try to add it in, but until then, I guess I’ll just have to be patient.

Breakfast and lunch– mq stuff

Dinner:  taco meat (decided to try some variety again since I’ve been stuck on the rotisserie chickens), cheese, 1/4 wrap, 3 melba toast, applesauce

snack:  soy choc. mini crisps

For some reason this afternoon/evening, I have just been HUNGRY.  I went to BWW for a baby shower, and while I avoided wings and, really, all food (I left early saying I already had dinner plans– plans with myself, ha!), it just triggered a craving, and I still am just hungry.  I haven’t caved yet, though, and I’m going to have another HNS to help with the hunger (I missed it at breakfast, anyhow), so hopefully tomorrow will be easier.  I’ve seriously been wanting some real food, though, and I think it’s due to the metaquick.  The problem is, I want real JUNK food or real bad-for-you food, not just real food like I normally eat on this diet.

Hopefully this feeling will pass soon because I feel myself slipping out of control day by day.  I’ve already stopped eating broccolli and have traded it for applesauce, which is not technically right.  I do eat spinach in my salad, though, so I guess I am still getting a veggie  here and there.  Breakfast has turned into a key meal of the day for me for the first time in my life.  I have to eat it, or I’m starving, and I actually enjoy it, plus it keeps me from being ravenous at lunch.  I think I’ve at least mastered that.

weight at home: 178.5– finally under the lowest point ever so far.  I keep bouncing around.