The journey from fat to fit. Road trip, woo hoo!

I am really angry with myself.  I screwed around this week here and there when I should have been working, and as a result I have deadlines to meet by Monday morning which means working over the weekend.  DD9 has a track meet Saturday 9 am to 4 pm.  I have a church volunteer commitment Saturday 5-7 pm and Sunday 9-noon.  Then I am sure there’s going to be some kind of lunch for Mother’s Day (of course, shame on me for assuming, knowing my kids, haha).  And through all of this, I have several hours of work to do, I mean, seriously, like 10 hours at my computer.  Why do I do this to myself!  ARGH!  And what am I doing right now?  Watching this week’s episodes of General Hospital on Tivo and reading blogs and posting.  I SHOULD BE WORKING RIGHT NOW but I’m all sweaty from the gym and need a shower and need dinner and am “on break.”  Problem is, I took way too many breaks this week and now I’m screwed for the weekend.

 I keep thinking that some day I’ll learn my lesson, but at age 42 and many years of this bad pattern under my belt, I don’t know if this old dog has any new tricks up her sleeve.  My destiny is going to be to be continuously behind schedule.  ARRRGGHHH!