Here we go again!

OK, I did really good with my eating for 2 whole days!!!!  I was so proud of myself.  Then yesterday I came home and read a card from my mom - we are having problems right now.  I drank 2 beers.  When hubby came home, he grilled hamburgers.  I ate one WITH french fries and then I ate about 6 oreos.  ARG! 

OK, I’ve done very good today though.  BUT I’m gonna eat a left over hamburger (no french fries).  My “time” is supposed to start tomorrow and I’m really craving SALT SALT SALT!

I’m so tired of starting over and over and over.  I just want to get below 135!  This means losing about 5 lbs. or maybe 8.  I want to do this before my 44th B-day on June 3.  I CAN DO THIS  I CAN DO THIS  I CAN DO THIS!