Changing my Life through Accu-weight Loss

Okay I’m feeling quite silly and pleasantly surprised.

I don’t know why I beat myself up so much.
On this diet, you can lose about 5 pounds in a week if you follow it correctly and throw in some a bit of walking. That’s really good.
I decided to bite the bullt and weigh myself. I know I gained the last 2-3 pounds recently but to me it felt like 5.
Well I weighed myself, keep in mind that I drank a lot of water and fluids today… without my clothes on, I weigh 158.
158….! That’s not bad!!! I beat myself up a lot before these last 2-3 pounds..  keep in mind that about 3 pounds of that is water weight, so I really only gained maybe 10 pounds!
You know what? This is encouraging. I thought I had slipped into the 160’s! Well okay, the gain is terrible… but it isn’t as bad as I thought.
This is fine.. I can lose this quick. Give it a week and I should be down to 151/152- especially since this is the first week back.. give it another week and I should be between 146-148. Give it another week and I’ll definitely be back to where I started. That’s so not as bad as I thought.

I’m feeling very encouraged.. this means I should be around where I started by December 5. I could probably get lower by then but Thanksgiving will slow me down..
whatever, I’m not complaining, as long as I’m under 147 by December 5, I’m happy.
Given that december 5 is the party, then on December 11 I’m celebrating my birthday with my mom, that week will also be a stall, but after that I should reach goal by mid-january… (we get a month off of school so I wouldn’t be back at school until Jnuary 25, so I have no doubt that I’ll be at goal by then and I’ll even have time to do some shopping before spring semester.

Oh yes. I’m happy =]
I’ll weigh in sometime next week.

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I’m fending off a major craving right now.

My roommate is very free with her food and she has these mini bagels.. and I have cream cheese and nutella..
i have the craziest urging to have some. I’ve been urging it for a while so I made some green tea. the good thing is that I’m almost done with the craving.. the tea is helping.
UGH!
I reminded myself that if I keep this up I’ll look slimmer by Monday’s classes, which is pretty cool and that tomorrow I’m going home and I can just stop by at CVS and pick up some sugar free gummy bears and stuff.
Rawr.. I’ve been good all day, no sense in wasting it with a cheat at 11 at night.. anyway I should get to bed soon.