Okay so today’s midterm was tough. I didn’t get enough sleep either, I went to bed at 11:45 but couldn’t sleep.. lol I kept daydreaming haha..
Umm.. so I just had a class.. on break til 4, then another class, and another one after it but it’s notetaking.
I’ll be back at 7? So I’ll finally get a chance to relax around then..
Today I made guacamole (the powdered stuff you add to avocado, not from scratch.. didn’t have lemon juice) and added a small tomatoe to make it chunkier. I mixed it up with stir-fry veggies I cooked from the bag.. then I had a half a class of V8 fruit/veggie drink and a small kiwi. I think I’ve met my veggie/fruit quota, but it was a good meal. No cravings. The only craving I have is to go sleep.
Anyway.. I’m not sure how much I weigh, but I’m pretty sure I’m probably like mid-150’s at the most, b/c I washed my jeans and if I was more than that, this certain straight-fit non-stretchy pair that I have wouldn’t fit me. So it’s good to know I haven’t done much damage, I know I said that before, but I was afraid I may of gained more than that, but from how my clothes fit me, I know I haven’t.
Also lol when I went to 144, my chest seemed to be the last thing that lost, but that was the first place I gained, and then my stomach, and then my legs.. lol as weird as it sounds, I can tell b/c I remember that when I hit 148/149, it was my legs that lost.. so I’m probably like 153/154 right now? It’ll come off quick though.. I’m estimating that in two weeks I should be at the 140’s again (generously saying that) Still I refuse to weigh myself until… I’ve done this.. for 30 days. So that would be Nov. 11..  Ideally, that would place me in the 130’s.. but even if I’m in the upper 140’s again, that’s fine. Again, I’m not in a rush anymore, and idk how much I weigh right now. I probably should weigh myself for the purpose of knowing how much I’ve lost in the month.. but I am not feeling up to it. Maybe after this first week is over, I’ll take a glance at my weight. I’m just scared it’ll be so much higher that I’ll be really upset about it.. so I’ll just wait a bit..
Plus I’m getting my period in a couple days so it isn’t the best time to weigh.
I’ll update later.


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