Changing my Life through Accu-weight Loss

I am really trying.. Drinking tons of water..
The problem is I feel soo bloated and crampy.. my period is in a few days, so I only feel bigger lol. I guess that is more reason to stick to my diet. I’m going to buy some sugar-free candy to get me through…
I’m feeling.. crazy bloated though, i’m talking, I feel like I gained like 5 pounds overnight. My stomach is crazy big right now.. my legs are still small but my hips and my stomach feel gigantic and I feel huge. I’ve got to get myself under control and just continue. Even if I’d just maintained the 144, I’d be so happy…
Whatever, I can get back there again, no use in all this talk. I’m going shopping today before I go back, I’m going to stock up on sugar-free candy and I’m also bringing my ice-cream maker with me. My mom has rock salt I can use, I just got to buy xanthan gum from a health store or something.
Ugh, I feel huge, and I’m having cravings but I’m refusing to give into any of them b/c I already feel bloated, so in some way, that’s good. I’ll update later.