Changing my Life through Accu-weight Loss

I’ve got to focus. I’ll do the diet for a bit.. feel discouraged about my weight b/c I feel like I gained.. then I’ll cheat thinking whatever, it’s just another day prolonged. wow. I don’t understand it. I’ll do well for 2 days at the most.. I even worked out this week for an hour!
I have to be consistent.. It’s terrible, I need to get back to that place I was before.
It’s all b/c I’m in college too.. dealing with people around me, stress, food constantly around, stress, midterms.. not getting enough sleep because a roommate will have a guest over and they’re both loud as hell..

rawr. I’ve gotta get myself back together. good thing is i’m not binging..but on this diet, it doesn’t matter, every little thing sticks to you b/c of the whole chemistry of it, so I’ve gotta be careful. I’ve reached my end..
I feel too ashamed to post, but I’ve got to keep it real. I don’t even wanna look atmy older posts because I feel horrible.. but now that I think of it, maybe it could be inspirational. Not tonight though.. tomorrow morning it could be.
it’s tough, at home I was mostly alone, avoided food, very little, the treadmill was there in privacy, and i didn’t have distractions or stress constantly. it was just me, my diet, and the summer.
I guess that’s what it is.. so I’ve got to focus. I’ll update tomorrow throughout the day.. I figure I might need some type of structure to refer back to and bring me back on focus..