5thSeptember
Hmm..
Okay so my first week of classes is done. I’m going by the shuttle today to Jersey Gardens to buy a sports bra so I can start working out..
I’ve been eating too many pudding cups and pieces of cheese.. and I didn’t feel like I was losing.
It was driving me kinda nuts so I decided instead of having little cheats to just cheat, eat something I want, and get it out of my system.. So yesterday I had subway lol and an ice cream.
That’s not to say that it hasn’t made it tough for me today, but I’ll get through the day.
I haven’t really been losing and I know it’s my cheating, so I’m starting fresh.
I have a week left before I see my boyfriend and we are planning a double-date with his friend, so I thought that would be a perfect way to try and motivate myself to just finish this.. I just need to lose 10-15 pounds already, and I can do this. I just need to focus. It is an adjustment to eat here, but I’m sure I can do it, I just need to focus.. I want to buy that sports bra so I can work out on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday.
So I’m going to go today.. and I’m going home tomorrow so I can get a few things I need, including a blender so I can finally make those mochachino’s again.
It’s tough, but I gotta push through this..
Yes I feel like eating chocolate and other things, but I’m sure that if I can get through today and tomorrow, I can just finish this already. So.. my mini-goal right now is to push through today… and lose a couple more hopefully by Friday. My boyfriend is going to buy foods that I can eat, but he said for the double-date we’ll probably go out to eat.. so I figure that I will have that one cheat day, but I’ll make healthy choices so that cheat won’t be too bad.. I won’t let it turn into a binge.. I’ll probably try to order grilled chicken and a salad, that seems to be a meal you could get from any restaurant..
Anyway, I want to wear either my skirt or this dress, so if I lose a couple more pounds, it’ll look really nice on me.. so that’s my motivation for now..
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