Wow.

I can’t even begin to describe how happy I am.. as of today my weight is 145! Officially!
I’m sooo ecstatic! It’s amazing, now that I’m getting even smaller, each pound really DOES show. My stomach looks soo much flatter.. and ever since I did the callanetics especially, my legs are smaller too. I feel soo great.

If I feel this great now, then 15 pounds will do a lot! I mean.. I’m not worried anymore about my goal weight.. I can really see how each pound will affect me and I’m sure I’ll go down a couple sizes. My jeans are pretty baggy now…
I can say that especially after that Callanetics routine though, my stomach looks a lot tighter.. actually it is, it’s 27 inches now.. my legs feel slimmer although my hips are still 39/40 inches.
I’m just so happy I’ve been sticking to my diet! I had another temptation last night when my mom cooked chicken and veggies together.. but then I remembered my “10-day” challenge and also that I could cook exactly what she cooked when I get to transition.. which isn’t too far from now.

So the 10-day thing really helped out.. it gave me an extra push. I think I’m going to buy a new scale lol on Saturday, because that’s what I really need. I’m scared about it though because I may find that my scale was off by a couple pounds… and it could be really.. just bad. So that’s just a thought I’m keeping in my head.

I had a dream last night that I cheated and I was mad because I broke the 10-day challenge! haha I was relieved when I woke up LOL. I’m happy because the 10-day thing was a great way to kinda.. push myself to go further knowing the results will re-motivate me and it’s only been a couple pounds but I’m already there. I know I might weigh even less because of the strength-training with the Callanetics & water retention.. so I’m going to work out today and then weigh myself officially the last day, on Sunday.. and of course I will continue to lose.
Hmm.. I’m going to aim realistically and say I want to lose another pound by Sunday. I know that my loss is slowing.. so these couple pounds are amazing to lose. I know if I want to keep even a rate of 3-4 a week I need to keep working out.. so I’ll definitely get in cardio the first week back at the gym.. and I’ll do that Callanetics thing whenever I’m by myself (I know I definitely will be on the weekend so even once a week is fine). Even though I’m feeling great, I’m still pretty set on the 15 more.. I don’t think 10 more will do enough but I think 15 will be great.

I’m going to go attempt another hour of callanetics.. and then I need to call up some places about my loan.. or actually I think I’ll do that first before I work out..
I’ll update on food/exercise later.

Okay.. so I did the callanetics routine again! It was tougher this time around although I did do it within the hour. I tried to really focus on my form and do it correctly and it was just.. much tougher.. and I’m sore! haha. It’s great though.. my legs are a lot thinner and my stomach too. I know it sounds too fast to be true but it is!
I’m excited!!
Tomorrow I have to go to Rutgers to straighten some things out.. they’re open until 4:30 so I won’t really have time in the morning to work out.. since it takes a lil over an hour on the bus to get there and I gotta shower and stuff..
I’ll do cardio when I get back though.. maybe just 30 minutes and then start gathering my stuff together to pack.. (or doing laundry lol). I’m so excited, a few more days til I move back!
I’m staying positive.. and I’m just so happy with how things are going… I just gotta go to Rutgers and straighten all that out and hopefully things work out!

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brseay says 27th August @ 13:06

It’s so exciting that you’re able to see a difference in your body, it provides such great motivation. I, too, have had dreams where I have binged; it’s such a relief when you wake up.

Keep up the great work!!


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