Changing my Life through Accu-weight Loss

I’m down to 154! Yay. teehee…
very long day though.. I have to go fill up on milk b/c I didn’t bring any with me. I need new flats.. and I really.. want a new top b/c it is really hot and I want some more flowy tops that still compliment my figure, b/c so I always try to dress stylish kinda.. like rock fashion but not emo/hot topic type but just really cute/edgy.. and if I had a look for the types of dresses I like it would be the pin-up girl types, I love that look. Anyway.. it is reallyyy hot outside and I grew up in a culture that doesn’t show off their arms like that, the least we wear are short sleeves.. and as result, I have cute sleeveless tops where I wear this black mini jacket over, it is very light so it’s not bad, but still I don’t want to feel like I’m covering up.

I’m SOO ready to stop covering up so much! I am really excited that I’m at 154 b/c the 140’s are SO cloooose! I’m going to say that I should be at 149/150 by next Wednesday! And then after that.. well.. it is all up to me. If I work out the 4 times a week, I could be at my goal by mid-August, if I don’t and only do twice a week.. I’m predicting the last week of august is when I’ll hit my goal. BUT I don’t want to hit it that late because I move into the dorm on the 31st! And… I have to do some shopping, pack, and I’m working at Homehunters for that week, so I really need to persevere starting today when I have the time! Now that I think of it, I’m going to work out later tonight before I take a shower, right now I’m going to relax and start reading the 300 pages I have due by next Monday. Even with the working out, I predicted that without working out too much, I would lose the average of 4 lbs a week since it will slow down, but I want to lose a bit more, maybe 5.. Well.. I mean, if I do hit target in the beginning of September or end of august, it will still be OKAY b/c by then I will be in the 130’s and I won’t have a problem over at the dorm since I’m going to be cooking.. Really, it is that transition phase that I am worried/nervous/excited about.. I mean.. 1.. that is when I can stop using beads… 2.. I’m worried that I might not stick to the transition part.. and might start adding foods in too quickly 3… it is for about a month and half, and that is a long time when you’re in college b/c of all the work, so I hope I don’t succumb to bad eating habits.
As much nervous as I feel, being able to eat chicken again and use bits of oil will really appease my taste buds so I don’t think I will succumb to junk food either, plus.. I think.. I will have to keep in mind that I really don’t want to go through this again, and transitioning is really a process of crossing the finish line so I think it is towards the end that people stop messing around and just go for it.. Whatever, I’m not there yet so I won’t think about it, either way I need to go through that correctly if I don’t want to gain weight back so that is something I need to look at as having no choice but to do.
Okay. So, I’m going to work out today, tomorrow with Svetlana, and then Friday and Sunday. It is very do-able to put in 40min to an hour, depending on how I feel. I just have to do it!

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Ugh, you know, I’ve always been a good writer. I got A’s in classes where B’s were the highest, but when it comes to blogging… well, different story. I just reread parts of this and it sounds off, but whatever lol.
I ended up working out , did a lil over 2 miles. I think it’s pretty fair to say that it was about as much as I could do because I was tired from walking around on campus and commuting and such. Anyway, I need to just try getting to sleep earlier.. I got off the phone with my BF at 11.. I should have gone to bed at least by 11:30 but.. eh. It’s okay, tomorrow is Thursday, so I can take it easy after I get back and take a nap maybe.
Okay, now I’m feeling tired, haha I’m going to sleep.