Changing my Life through Accu-weight Loss

Hmm.. there weren’t any fruit at home so I had this microwavable veggie mix and a half cup of V8..

So.. since I’ve been losing again, I haven’t really been seeing much of a difference, at least that is how I feel.
I am still 10 lbs away from my mini-goal of being at the place I started to feel comfortable in, but I figured being at 160, I should still feel very different.. but I don’t. It might be that I don’t feel that different because I was at 180 for a short time and my average weight I was at during my gain was in the 160’s. Whenever I went over 165, I would diet and get down to 160 or 157 but not much less.

Still, today I decided to try on some of my clothes that I wore in the 150’s and I could wear them which is what counts. The only thing is that they were tight.. it’s weird.. I guess as you get smaller, every pound you lose gets more noticeable than when you were bigger and lost a pound.  Anyway, I tried on a pair of capris I bought in a size 11 last year and wore a lot.. and they fit! I also remembered how loose they got at 150 and I was kind of shocked at what a difference it makes. Also, my hip bones were a lot more defined before when I was at 150, and that also kinda stood out to me that they really started to become defined only 10 lbs from now.

I’m not sure what the point of all that is.. I guess I’m just musing on losing weight again.. I’m not as excited to have lost the 20 lbs as I was before, and I don’t feel as smaller as I did the last time I lost weight and went down to 160, but I guess it is because I had done it before and just want to get smaller.

Anyway.. I should start working out on the treadmill again, I haven’t been exercising for a while.. and I want to go to NYC tomorrow, so I guess that will be my kickstart (all the walking).
My mom has been walking around a lot more, she’s getting better, so that’s good.

Anyway… 150.. here I come~ =]