So, I haven’t been doing well on my diet. I binged kinda on saturday (well any kind of eating is like binging on this diet) and then my parents brought truffles home and I had two yesterday… and then today.. well my mom is in the hospital, she’s been having a lot of pain and the doctor’s said she has gull stones.. =/
so i’ve been in the hospital since 9 am til 4 when my stepdad came and picked me up… I’m home right now, and he’s in the hospital. I still haven’t heard from the doctors exactly what they are going to do but I just came home to drink milk and shower and relax for a tiny bit. I’m going back around 7ish…
Well I was doing fine, diet-wise.. but when I got home, I had milk and cottage cheese.. then I headed for the truffles and gobbled down 2. I feel kinda sick now. I wish i hadn’t eaten them, it was only for a few seconds of pleasure..
Ugh!! 3 days of bad cheating!! It’s okay, tomorrow I am going to do milk again and the truffles are almost gone anyway so yeah… grr.. I was losing again too, the plateau that I hit from my period was going down and I had gone down to 160 and 159 was so close. I’m mad but whatever, I’m going to get back on track.
I’m stressed though about my mom, they will have to remove the gull stones.. ugh. its scary. I’m exhausted too..
well whatever, I’m not going to care about my weight like that, yeah I have 2 weeks left but I still lost and I will continue to lose, even if it got slowed down.
I gotta go shower and see my mom..
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