Didn’t bother weighing myself.. I feel like I haven’t lost anything and it’s kind of irritating but it might be that I’ll lose a few before the week is over.
Been pretty moody too. I’m getting sick of being home.. I just have to hold out for 2 more weeks until classes start.
Also, for two days, I’ve been having like.. a headache. I realized that it’s because during my milk days, I didn’t have regular coffee, I had decaf. Also, I haven’t been drinking tea as much.. so I realized that my body has become accustomed to caffeine.. Weird.
It would have went away tomorrow but I wanted to drink tea anyway, I can cut back on coffee but tea is something I like to drink at least every other day, simple because it is good for you.
Anyway, after drinking the tea, it helped with my headache and that just confirmed it.
I’m still moody though. I just need to get out. There’s things I need to get done..
Ugh. I hate feeling cranky like this.
Today I had a banana, a few cherries, and a glass and half of V8. That is a solid 3 lbs that I’m allowed. I know better than to weigh myself after eating all that lol. I’ll weigh myself after my milk days start up.. which falls on Tuesday morning, so that works. I don’t feel like doing anything and it’s depressing.. I got invited to go out to the city today but ehh. Also.. because of my moodiness.. I’ve been getting cravings to eat. It’s shocking how it affects me.. I almost gave into having pieces of chocolate but I didn’t. It was kind of scary to see how I eat when I’m upset.. The good thing is that I’ve gotten over eating when I’m bored. I eat on vegetable days not because I’m hungry but just for energy and nutrients and such now. And I treat fruits as a dessert.. something I eat to savor the taste. Even sugarless candies have started to taste too processed and gross for my liking.. I ended up spitting out the one sugarfree jolly rancher candy I had in my mouth. My tastes are shifting, and I like it. I will definitely keep this up during college.
I know my moodiness will go away and my slight cravings will subside and I’ll pick up again once my period is over.. everything negative becomes so amplified when I’m on my period. I get short-tempered and irritated. Ahh.. I hate that.
I need to drink more water too.
We have mango’s in the house now.. but since I had about what I’m allowed, I’m saving the mango’s for tomorrow.. yum. I love mango’s.. I haven’t had them in so long though. I am looking forward to the summer session to start.. I made plans with my friend to work out at the gym there, so now I have a workout buddy. I forgot that we can use the gym during the summer sessions, so that is a huge plus. I figure, I’ll go to class, and it ends at 2:45, my friend has classes later on but she’s going to show up early to go work out or just to even sit and get coffee, so that sounds good. I need to get out more, but it’s depressing because I don’t have a job and I don’t feel like spending money that I saved..
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