Me and my Dad. April 2008

I can’t stop eating!

I worked all day today … and I ate all day.

5:30am - banana and FiberOne bar

10:00am - peanut butter toast and nonfat yogurt

1:00pm - SmartOnes ravioli florentine

               100 calorie pack hershey snacksters

               apple

5:00pm - oatmeal

7:30pm- jelly donut

              apple

8:30pm - turkey sandwich with mustard

now - 100 calorie ice cream bar

SEE???? Out of control!!!!!

Calories: 1755  … ok … so it could be worse. But, I didn’t tell you about yesterday yet. Today was the good day.

Yesterday involved going to the aquarium and out to lunch with my friend and the kids she babysits.  I had a Friendly’s grilled cheese sndwich with ceasar salad. Then, I went out to dinner with my Dad. I tried to make a somewhat healthy choice, but it really wasn’t. Could have been worse given my choices, but it was still bad. Chicken piccata. Sooooo yummy though. Two glasses of merlot to wash it down. Later, ended up at the bar where I had a few beers and one shot. I had guys all over me offering to buy me drinks. I didn’t pay for a single thing last night … and I told them all that I had a boyfriend so no guilty feelings. Am I more attractive now that I’ve lost weight??? More confident? Combination of both?? I’m not used to going out with my boyfriend. It’s nice to get the attention from guys, but I miss him so much. Would rather have him with me. Anyway,  total calories yesterday was 2699. BAD!!! I can be such a pig!!

Hope you are all doing better than I am this weekend. Hopefully I’ll get back on track. Don’t want to regain all my weight. That would be dreadful!!!

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Update: I didn’t eat one Slim-a-Bear 100 calorie ice cream bar. I ate TWO. The a ton of green grapes. I’m hopeless!!!