From fat and flabby to flab-u-less!

So I’m still weighing in at 158.6. I suppose that’s good. It just stinks because I should be further along than I am. It’s my own fault, though; I can find a direct correlation between my best week of weightloss and exercise. I don’t count the first week of loss (3.4 lbs) because that’s initial shock and water weight. After that, though, was 2.2 lbs and that’s the week I was exercising every day. Since then I’ve been lazy and only lost 1.2 lbs a week. I don’t want my loss to take another 10 months; not at all. I want to be at most in a size 9 by the time I go to CA in December.

Holding at 158.6. I’m thrilled that I’m no longer in the 160’s but in looking at the numbers, that’s not even 2 lbs lost this week. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised as I didn’t really exercise this week. I’ve been lazy and not done it. Oh, I did a couple of Pilates moves here and there but nothing substantial. I haven’t gone walking at the lake since it downpoured and I got hailed on and Robbie got soaked even though his jogging stroller was covered with rain gear.
It’s been in the trunk and it smells now, I’m sure.
I do have a Walk Away the Pounds DVD and should use it now that I have a good sportsbra and won’t be jiggling around. I’m getting the WATP Walk & Jog DVD from netflix so that’ll also give me a good cardio boost I’m sure.

But you know what this says to me? It’s more about the exercise than watching what I eat. I can stay OP all I want but without exercise it isn’t going to do me much good.

Today down to 158.6, total of 20.2 lbs lost! My hip measurement was 43, so I’ve also lost 3.5 inches off my hips so far.

Official weigh-in is Monday, though.

Oh, and I got a sportsbra! Got a lilyette in motion, level 3 underwire, black. Size 36DDD. *whoa!*

Second day at 159 so it’s official. LOL

I’m hoping to drop more weight. I’m working right now but will do my Walk Away the Pounds DVD later on.

I am down to 159.4!  Wooohoooo! Out of the 160’s!

I started my new WAH job yesterday evening and I’m trying to do it today, too. I have skype, though, and it (skype) keeps messing up. I don’t pay for this to knock me off of calls or cut in and out all the time. I swear, I’m going to get vonage.

Update 4:10 pm:
Haven’t exercised today yet. Been busy working.

Just ate my damn post!!

I wrote out this semi-long post and this blog ate it! Since I don’t feel like rewriting it all, here’s the short version:
I weighed in this morning at 160.4, 1.2 lbs lost. Whoopty crap. Should be more than that but my body is a stubborn b—h.

Update 1:32 pm:
I still haven’t worked out yet but it’s still early in the day. As soon as Tiny Man wakes up we’re going for a walk at the lake and then to the library. He’s napping and I’m not waking him up!

that I’m on week 4 and have already stalled. My body hates losing weight. I need to exercise today and will do so after lunch.

I’m getting a cheese deLite pizza from papa murphys for lunch. It’s only like 2 pts per slice so I’m good.

Update 1:55 pm:
My sis’ boss (also my new boss) is supposed to be calling me today. I’d like to start work today but he hasn’t called yet. I’d like to earn some money so that I can afford a sportsbra. I’m probably going to get a champion since they’re on sale right now; down from $38 to $19.99. I’m sure there are places around here to buy them but that price is online at the champion website. I’d love to get a Shock Absorber but I think they’re kind of pricey. And I can’t find one on eBay.

For lunch I had pizza. It was pretty good. I kind of feel bad for eating it, though. It’s like I should be disgusted with myself for eating anything but lettuce and carrots. I wonder if I’ll ever get over feeling guilty for eating?

Weighed in again at 162.4. I just can’t seem to get out of 161-163 death spiral. I can tell I’m retaining water, though, just by the feel of my hands and feet. I don’t even need to check my ring (although I did of course) and yes, it’s tight.

I’m going to the thrift store today to get 2 pairs of size 14 jeans. I don’t have any and I can’t wear my 12’s yet. I’m also going to get workout specific clothes if I can find some, like a good sports bra and some capris, maybe? Or fleece pants. So I’m going shopping. I don’t want to go shopping; it’s not a fun shopping because it’s not for smaller clothing. It’s for clothing I have to buy because I’m still too fat. *sigh*

I stepped on the scale this morning. I’m back down to 161.6, which is good. I’m hoping that I can get down to 160…please please please….

We have Rob’s grandpa staying overnight with us tonight. He’s up visiting from CA and it’s his birthday so we’re having dinner at Rob’s aunt Katie’s. I don’t know what’s on the menu but I’ll keep my portions to a minimum and if I have birthday cake it’s going to be a very small sliver.