Sat. night thoughts
Bfsk: grape nuts w/skim, v8, blueberries, decaf tea
lunch: sm. Wendy’s chile, side salad, water
snack: almonds
dinner: 1/2 sm. Greek salad, 1 piece pizza, water
Nothing special day….took dau. to grass mowing job, went to movie—that chef thing, usual story line with a kid thrown in for good measure and they all lived happily ever after
In a strange mood tonight. A couple days ago I was reading a blog of a woman who got lied to and treated badly by the son of her mom’s best friend….for some reason it’s stayed with me; I will never know this jerk and I am using all this energy hating him—I keep thinking of that Carrie Underwood song about how she destroys this guys vehicle when he cheated on her!!!….I know that women can lie and cheat too BUT being female I guess I just feel more anger on behalf of us when mistreated. I suppose a BIG part of it is knowing that my dau. has all that BS ahead of her and I remember how much it all HURT sometimes…..I had a friend who got married years ago; I was in her wedding. She was smart and a professional but very overweight and not someone who would be considered “cute”; she told me she was getting married to this guy cause she wanted children and felt she couldn’t do any better than him. I didn’t know what to say, so of course I muttered something supportive but I’ve always thought that was so sad. Wonder just how many of us settle like that. BTW, they are still together, had a daughter….he worked about 1 month after the wedding and she’s been supporting them ever since……she got her kid and he got a life on the couch…….works for them, who am I to judge….
Enough! g’nite