Seriously? Do I want to be fat forever????
Cuz that’s certainly how I am acting..so this weekend, I wouldn’t say I blew it..at all..but I certainly wasn’t counting points. I didn’t overeat..and when I ate, I made healthy choices, but since I’ve been counting for so long now, I know that I went over…I am SO mad at myself..and then today, I packed chili for lunch…that certainly is not on my diet…what am i doing??? All I want is to lose weight..I know how to do it and for some reason or another, I feel jipped when I don’t get to eat what other people are eating and I feel like I am being restrained when I have to watch what I eat, when in actuality, I am jipping myself and restraining myself when I eat like a fat pig and don’t follow points…annyoing..anyway, I have to eat what I brought for lunch or I’ll never make it through the day..I did bring a piece offruit to go with a=it and a yogurt for my afternoon snack…But tonight when I get home…NO MORE JUNK!!!! Seriously, Jackie…but this weekend I did have an awesome workout..i am STILL sore from it..so at least I did one good thing this weekend…here we go with this weight loss mania…why can;t I just be skinny and I wouldn’t have to stress so much??? One more thought, I know I did not eat that bad this weekend, but since it wasn;t a diet, I will gain weight. That does NOT happen to normal people!!! People can just eat normally and stay the same..not only will I not stay the same…I will FREAKING GAIN! ughh!
brseay said,
November 24, 2008 @ 8:37 pm
I totally hear you when you say that you feel jipped b/c you can’t eat what others are eating. But like you said, you’re only cheating yourself. Even though you may have eaten more than you needed to, be proud that you made healthy choices. And you had a killer workout. All positive things
slimsisters said,
November 30, 2008 @ 1:05 pm
C’mon Jack, we can do this. You have been SO consistent and if you look at the downward trend of your weight loss over the past several months, you are so much healthier than you were this time last year! Do not give up. We are never going to be the kind of people who don’t have to focus on ourselves 100% of the time in order to maintain our weight. This is something we just have to accept as being part of our life for the rest of our lives. It sucks, because I would rather eat what I want when I want it like skinny people seem to do too. You are going to be a gorgeous slender bride and all of your hard work is going to pay off. Do not lose sight of your “onederland by xmas” goal. I’m still aiming for 160 by xmas. We can do it!