Holy Mackerel! I haven’t been on since 9/21?

Well, an up date should be in order. I’ve not been so good on the plan, so I’ve been hanging out at the same weight for about two weeks now. Hel, last week I didn’t even exercise! I know that’s bad, and I can’t even say why I didn’t work out I just… didn’t.

Though on Saturday I again hopped on the tread mill, and then volunteered at the Irish Fest and worked my ass off. Today… probably after writing this I am actually going over to the gym to get a badly needed work out!

Update on the car? The shop still has it and is repairing it YAY! No total the car…

Anyway the Hub had to drive me up to the Irish Fest yesterday. On the way up there he was telling me how much he liked the fact I was losing weight, and he was proud of me. He was also saying something about how serious I was. I told him that I had lost 40lbs before! He said that I wasn’t that serious about it before?! WTF? I LOST 40lbs, I don’t understand what makes this time any different…

In other news, I was asked to play the part of a “Warrior Princess” in an up coming event. I’m feeling quite stressed about this. I feel that is a very physical thing, and I am 31lbs less, but I know that my ratios haven’t changed. Yeah, I look smaller and I’m doing well, but if you didn’t know what I looked like before, I’m just another fat chick still. Not that I’m ever going to look “good” I just would like to be a smaller fitter me. I don’t know if I can pull off a “Warrior Princess”….