I’ve been on the diet for five days, and now I am at the “afraid” to eat point. I ate this morning, but that was it, due to my schedule today. Why am I afraid? See the follwing reasons:

1. I’ll lose control and eat everything, thus falling off the wagon and never getting back up

2. I’ll inadvertently eat something I shouldn’t and that fecks me for the day

3. Since it was so long since I last ate, whatever I eat now is going to go straight to my hips so to speak

I know I must eat… maybe this is where girls become Anorexic?

I also think I have become completely psychotic! Either that or I can’t control my psycosis now! Ugh… tomorrow will be better.