Thursday- another venting……. relieving stress……
As I sit here, wondering what to write about, I am leaning to not writing at all. My last few weeks of health issues seem to be my topics, and not very motivating to others. Sadly, this is real for me, and it has occupied all of my thoughts. I havent really been eating any certain way. I have little appetite and I am taking an array of meds that have me really frustrated, because nothing is working. Maybe I journal in the hopes of figuring it out myself, I dont know. The last couple of days I have been nausea ridden and dizzy. I was thinking it was my sinuses, but then today thought maybe it is my blood pressure. I am going to call the doctor in the morning, just to check my vitals. I am now sounding like a hypochondriac, and I’m not one. What a crazy roller coaster ride. It’s time for the ride to be over. I have had quite enough, and cant take it anymore. My kids are home for vacation next week, and this is going to ruin it for them. I have to buy stamps, I have to grocery shop. Life stops if I dont get some of this stuff done. I am WILLING myself better. Tomorrow when I wake up, I WILL feel better. I have to.
Sandy do not worry about what to write! you have enough to deal with already — motivating others is not your responsibility just write for yourself for right now. write to relieve stress– we don’t care what you write about. we care that you feel better! you can write about the funk between your toes for all I care I would still read
I sure hope you feel better!
No kidding, Sandy! Holly said it just like I would have: Don’t you worry one bit about “motivating others…” That’s not your job. You have been such a great help to me on days when I’ve been down, and so all we want to do is let you know that we’re thinking about you, and hoping you are happy and healthy. I’m sorry that you’re not feeling either right now, and know that if there was some magic way to fix it all, and I had it….I’d send it your way TODAY! I hope you get to feeling better soon!
Keep us updated on you. 
Sandy, most of what I would say was in the email I sent, but hang in there and no worries about anything but you right now. take the med that the doc says to and I hope you figure out what your issues are soon.
As Ever
Me
Awww, hon. I’m sorry you feel poopy.
The girls said it best.
Take care of you.
Your blog is supposed to benefit YOU!!!
Sometimes we carry and sometimes we are carried.
Stay.
Sandy
The point of the blog is for you, not us. We are just voyeurs looking into your life from outside. Keep doing what you’re doing and get well.
Cheers!
Shari