It amazes me, I am already at day 29. What I just realized is I lost 8 lbs in January, when in fact it was 3 weeks since I started. Not bad. I am approaching the 1 month mark, and feel like my efforts have stalled. I did hop on the scale yesterday, and was back up over 200 again. I know my weight will fluctuate, and the truth is I weighed myself at the end of the day, but I think I am getting impatient again. I will re-focus and be fine, it just helps to express in words how I feel. No need to worry, I’ll not stray. I have worked too hard to get to this point. I certainly don’t want to throw it all away.The dreaded “hurry up and wait” to hear back from the job interview I went on is stressful. As time goes by, I am feeling less and less confident. It’s funny, how I have turned the tables of their delay in hiring into my inability to get the job. I had a great interview, met w/ HR( which not all candidates did). I must learn patience. Thats all there is to it.On a different note- I spoke w/ a local yoga instructor yesterday, who has invited me to her class on Saturday. She was kind enough to listen to my dreams and goals, and had many helpful suggestions, one including letting me use her space at a discounted rate. She heard my passion and wanted to help me see it happen. I have also been looking into some continuing education classes. There is an awesome retreat in Maine in the fall. Massachusetts( western) has a great school with lots of classes. Some local ( CT ) places too. All in all, my idea’s have been very well received, and feel stronger than ever to see it thru .Yesterday, I came in under my calories, but my ratio was a little lop-sided. Carbs/59%, protein/13%, and fat/28%. That could explain the scale as well. I am not obsessed with the scale, I just would like it to show that my hard work is making a difference. Well, Fridays weigh in will tell me more. It will be 32 days, technically 1 month- My goal was 10 lbs a month, so we will see. Have a great day everyone.
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