Ick. Boo! BLAH.
Uncategorized 1 Comment »I am so discouraged right now. I weighed in today and I am down .2, as in POINT 2, two tenths of a pound. I just feel like I am trying and nothing is happening. To make matters worse, I am the only one in our group that has not lost 5 pounds. I have nearly 40 pounds to lose and I haven’t even lost 4, and there are people who needed to lose 10 or less and they have already lost 5 pounds. I suck at this! And, everyone keeps coming up with excuses for me… it’s my time of the month, I’m adding muscle by exercising, it’s humid so I’m retaining water. BS. Everyone else is losing and they are in the same humidity, exercising, and menstrating (well, some aren’t thanks to the glory of menopause). I don’t want to be a swimsuit model; I just want to fit in my old clothes from last year. I am so good at everything wlse, why do I suck at this?!? And (one last and!), my hubby is being so nice to me, and so supportive. He’s even been modifying his diet to make this easier on me, and I feel like I am failing him. I am making things harder on him for nothing.
In other news, my doctor has decided to add MORE estrogen to my body to see if that relieves the endometriosis before we talk about surgery. Estrogen, the glorious weight adding hormone. How lucky am I?? At least he isn’t making me do the pills that send my body into a fake menopause… cause that would be fun. I am so sick of being a girl!!! So, I am expecting a little bit of a weight gain with these too, since I gained about 5 pounds last time and that was with me trying HARD CORE to keep it off. It feels like a never ending cycle.
However, I am happy to report that I had FABULOUS hair today 
Hope things are better with you chickies!
