I am glad the end of the month of January has come, I always like the beginning of a new month, it feels like a new opportunity.

In February I’m going to do some of the thinking involved in the WHYs of losing weight - what are my motivations, goals, and the HOWs - what I’m willing to do in the context of low-stress weight loss.

Stress on the job front is increasing, I’m not going to also increase it with my weight. My husband is having surgery towards the end of February, that will also add to general stress.

What I am clear on is that just being at this weight is stressful to me. This is not a weight at which I can hover without guilt and self-reproach.