On yesterday’s mini-meltdown
Well, in the light of day I do feel kind of stupid. Partly because I know it’s not a formula, even though I try and deal with it that way. The only decision I made was to change the 1800-2000 to 1900-2100. With the fruit salad being off and not counting the spray I was doing close to 2000 (1994 in Jan, same to date in Feb). I’m going to change my breakfast to include a piece of whole grain bread and jam that I make. I generally give away more than we use ourselves.
I will likely drop the calorie count a little on Sunday, my planned rest day. I’m am mindful of the fact that I usually only use the treadmill, and that’s why I made a point to add 90mins of other exercises in the week. So far, I’ve met that. Outdoor exercise isn’t likely going to happen for a while. In April we’ll open the pool and I’ll enjoy that. Right now there’s too much snow. Even being born and raised here, I really don’t like it.
On the treadmill - I am aware that my body may get used to the exercise it provides, although I usually play with the incline to make sure my heart rate is getting into the right zone. When I started it was all done on a 1% grade. Now I vary that, sometimes with intervals, sometimes with increasing, then decreasing grades. I may, later, play with the speed, although I have to remember that I’m heavier than I was the last time I was into the treadmill and watch my one knee.
So no real changes for the moment, until after my next TOM. Only the small changes already mentioned. That was what I promised myself, so I’m going to stick with that.
Oh - and this was all decided last night before I finally went to sleep. This morning I got a 334.0 on the scale (I’ve been bouncing between 335.4 and 336.4 for about 16 days), so it’s actually nice to see a different number this morning. Even if it changes tomorrow I will stick to my plan. Thanks for the reality check people. I very much needed it.
justdeb - my problem is that I’m not patient, never have been. Maybe if I’d watched how slowly I gained weight (30 lbs took 6 months) I wouldn’t be so bad. Of course if I’d actually been watching I likely wouldn’t have gained it, right?
neverperfect - the rational side of me knows that 16 days does not make a stall, but sometimes the irrational part of me takes control for a while.
brandie - the best advice is to keep doing what I’m doing and hold on for a bit. Someone on the forums suggested that I try calorie cycling (where you pick a number, say 2000, and average it over a period of time, 7-10 days). I might try that eventually, but for now I’m just going to wait for a couple of weeks.
Thanks again for the feedback, even though I know it’s slightly nuts, having people remind me of that is a good thing!


All you have to do, to look as “fat” as the olsen twins is to replace your normal eating habits with one very special meal: take coke, crack, weed, alcohol, poor em in a bowl and drink up! easy! Oh, and don’t forget energy drinks for dessert.
(but seriously, don’t try that at home)
You should try to develop patience. Or maybe release the non-patience through kick boxing!