I’m off the freakin’ wagon again.

I feel so crappy…just want to go to bed and sleep it off.

As soon as I post this I’m gonna look back and see if it’s really been a month since this happened before…it’s my cycle…but it don’t seem like it’s been long enough since….

I’m scared to death to weigh tomorrow.

…the thought actually crossed my mind to try to find some things to read on self control from a spiritual viewpoint. For starters, that little tract from years ago at our church, The Harness of the Lord. Maybe I should look that up again. After all, Jesus said “deny yourSELF, take up your CROSS, and follow Me….maybe that’s the key to my eating (overeating) problem….among OTHER things in my life right now…..hmmmmm.