Well, here I am, once again… I knew I’d be back….eventually.

Ok, so here’s the deal now… I’ve been watching Gillian McKeith on BBC (I may have mentioned her before) but I think I’m going to try her program. I may even join on her site - it looks pretty cool and I could chat with other people doing her program. So, right now, I’m in the process of going through her meal plans, recipes, etc. and figuring out what I can live with, making menus and grocery lists. I’ve been “sorta” eating according to her plan for the last couple of days, and I feel sooooo much better when I eat the good stuff…I don’t know why I let myself eat crap, because I always feel like crap when I do! It’s just crazy!!! I have trouble with my hormones for about two weeks out of the month - but if I can just remember how bad I’ll feel if I give in to the cravings, and how good I’ll feel if I can make it through the rough time without giving in….. well, here’s hoping it goes good for me this month. Right now Tom’s been here for about four days and I’ve got willpower out the wazoo. I’ve been through it enough to know it won’t last…I’ve got to come up with a plan for getting through. I’ve been charting my cycle (for two years, dammit, for all the good it’s done…sob!) Oh well, gotta keep trying!