“It’s ok Stephanie….I believe in you! I know you can do it!!”

*Deep sigh* Well, here I am again….re-starting once again. I’ve begun to realize this thing with FOOD is bigger than I ever imagined…. kind of scary, really. Sometimes I don’t even know why I’m eating! It seems like, if I’ve done really good for a certain amount of time, something inside me clicks and I just start shoveling it in….it’s like I’ve gone without (which really isn’t true, except for the junk that I would’ve normally eaten) and I’ve got to make up for lost time - I just shovel in junk until I’m stuffed. I guess maybe it’s a food addiction. Well, the only thing I know to do is to keep fighting the monster. I was going to line out my plan of action for the coming week, but the kids are at it in the other room and I really need to get them headed to bed……so, bye for now.