Back, again.

Posted by mygirls0705 on October 31st, 2008 |Filed Under General, Goal | Leave a Comment

Okay, I’m back.  Had some time off and I wasn’t good with eating.  I’m so sick of myself and what I look like.  I don’t want to pass this on to my children.  I have to change.

I suck big time

Posted by mygirls0705 on August 4th, 2008 |Filed Under General | 4 Comments

I can’t believe it.  I got my scale today, not a good number.  I can’t believe I have let myself get to 336 lbs.  I need to lose the weight because I can’t stand myself.  I don’t know how it’s going to happen, but it will.  If not, what is the point of living.

BACK

Posted by mygirls0705 on July 28th, 2008 |Filed Under FoodJournal, Workout | Leave a Comment

I’m finally BACK!  Vacation was fun and I was good for the most part with my eating.  Now it’s time to get back to business!

I now take vitamins and Alli pills.  I also got my movie with the walking.  I did that today but not very long.  Have to do it more tomorrow!  I didn’t tons of food today.  I don’t know how much pop I had either, but I’ll keep track tomorrow.

Break

Posted by mygirls0705 on July 14th, 2008 |Filed Under General | Leave a Comment

I’m on a small break right now.  I will be leaving on vacation soon and will be back in a few weeks to write again.

Friday and Saturday

Posted by mygirls0705 on July 12th, 2008 |Filed Under FoodJournal, General, Workout | Leave a Comment

Did great on Friday.  I also worked out to a video.  I added my workout information on a new page, so keep checking it.  I plan on workingout again today.  The weather is way too warm out.  I hate it being so hot, can’t stand it.  Oh well, going to workout now!

Update

Posted by mygirls0705 on July 10th, 2008 |Filed Under FoodJournal, General | Leave a Comment

I was bad on Wednesday, not good at all.  Oh well, it’s all in the past.  Today was okay, much better than yesterday.  I have some workout videos on Netflix that will be here in two days.  I have the time to do them, I just don’t feel like it.  See, I’m lazy.  It’s hard to get in the mood when I’m so depressed about my body.  How can anyone love me if I can’t love myself?

Tuesday

Posted by mygirls0705 on July 8th, 2008 |Filed Under FoodJournal | 1 Comment

I did even better today.  I didn’t eat everything in my sight.   I also only had 4 pops today!  It was great!  I’ve had nothing to eat past 6pm.  I am chewing gum right now.  I just need to get out for walks.  I hate this weather.  I will trying to get out tomorrow morning, but we’ll see if that happens.  Hubby doesn’t work tomorrow but he doesn’t like walks. 

I still can’t believe I only had 4 pops today.  I was thinking last night that 4 is a good number and I did it.  My head is going to hurt tomorrow because of no caff.  Oh well, this is about me getting healthy!

1st day

Posted by mygirls0705 on July 7th, 2008 |Filed Under FoodJournal, Goal | Leave a Comment

First day on my new life isn’t so bad but not great.  I did better at eating.  I only had first for dinner, no seconds!  I ate much less through the day.  I need to cut back on my intake.  I am not going on a diet.  That’s a bad word to me.  I am watching what I need.  I will not eat tons of bad food.  If I want something bad, then I will eat very little of it. 

I have to get healthy if I want to be around for my girls.  I don’t want to be a lazy fat ass like my mother was.

Welcome

Posted by mygirls0705 on July 6th, 2008 |Filed Under Goal | Leave a Comment

Hello everyone and welcome to my crazy blog. I wish to lose weight but I don’t have the money to go to a gym or the time. I have two young children that I have starting to walk with. My hubby got me a new double stroller help with me walking around our neighborhood. 

I have a goal of 150lbs on January 1, 2009.