Vincent Come on Down

Its Been a While..

mooseysushi — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 03:24:08 +0000

Since I’ve written. I have only lost 5 lbs. boo. but hopefully with time and persistance, i will get to my goal

g’night.

Oh my god

mooseysushi — Thu, 16 Oct 2008 05:26:48 +0000

I’ve lost 3 lbs. and its not substantial…or anything. but it does feel good.

but i am too impatient!

gaaaaahhhh!

Twisting game

mooseysushi — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 03:35:57 +0000

A shitty day warrants 4 oreos and two pieces of pizza, right?

nooooooo

The B-word

mooseysushi — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 02:26:28 +0000

So this weekend, I went and visited my boyfriend. We’ve been together for a little over a year, and lived together for about a year. Well, two months ago we each moved back to our hometowns, not because we didn’t want to live together, it was just financially….a good move. Well the weekend was a mirage of blizzards and curly fries. It sucked! He lives in a *very* small town…and in KY none the less..so the things to do there consist of, eating, driving around, and eating. Or watching T.V. and eating. I told him about my diet, but it’s like I’m so comfortable around him that I forget that I hate the way I look. Which relationship wise is awesome! But it makes me eat bad shit! Argh. I went to the grocery and bought some good stuff…and today I stayed in my points range, so I feel a little better about my sunday binge. A little. :/

End of Day One

mooseysushi — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 02:05:54 +0000

Today was actually a good day! The only bad thing I ate…was a small cheese stick. So I don’t take that as defeat. I see it as improvement.

Day 1 so Far

mooseysushi — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 14:49:39 +0000

So it is day ONE of my renewed diet and all around sense of self. I am doing well so far…iam doing weight watchers btw, so if you were wondering. i have to go into work today, so we will see how that goes, there is always an endless supply of crap to eat there, since its a hotel, and that means surplus banquet food. All in all its good so far and i will probably write tonight about the rest of the day. eh.

New Kid on the Block

mooseysushi — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 02:48:30 +0000

So basically, I started this blog to keep myself on track and it seemed like more fun than posting on the community boards all the time.

My main objective is to lose 75 lbs. I USED to weigh 230lbs, then I lost a bunch of weight (110lbs) and gained it all back! Minus 10lbs. F— that. I don’t know how I let it happen, well, I do but that’s what I tell myself when I didn’t fit into my pants anymore.

I’ve compiled a list of saddening things that contributed to my weight gain that sadden me:

1. Stopped being a vegetarian after 5 years (I can eat CHEESEBURGERS now!)

2. Got a boyfriend who likes me “just the way I am”…which gives me an excuse to be l-a-z-y

3. Moved 400 miles from home. No more mom food (whos a diet freak) and all those late night White Castle runs.

4. Being too comfortable with the fact that I was 120 lbs, I thought I couldn’t gain it back.

5. Saying, “I will go on a diet tomorrow” (I said it 5 minutes ago when I ate some pasta)

Pathetic, really. I know you aren’t supposed to be hard on yourself, but 100lbs gained in one year?! Thats disgusting that I let it happen.

So this is a declaration that’s not on some “To-Do” List..or crumbled up piece of paper saying that I am going to lose 75lbs. Which means I would weigh 145lbs. From experience 120lbs was toooooo skinny for me. I looked like a skeleton. Which is even more troubling than gaining all this weight. I can use all the help I can get, so that means all of you have to reply to my posts! Ya know, or else!