Vincent Come on Down

So basically, I started this blog to keep myself on track and it seemed like more fun than posting on the community boards all the time.

My main objective is to lose 75 lbs. I USED to weigh 230lbs, then I lost a bunch of weight (110lbs) and gained it all back! Minus 10lbs. F— that. I don’t know how I let it happen, well, I do but that’s what I tell myself when I didn’t fit into my pants anymore.

I’ve compiled a list of saddening things that contributed to my weight gain that sadden me:

1. Stopped being a vegetarian after 5 years (I can eat CHEESEBURGERS now!)

2. Got a boyfriend who likes me “just the way I am”…which gives me an excuse to be l-a-z-y

3. Moved 400 miles from home. No more mom food (whos a diet freak) and all those late night White Castle runs.

4. Being too comfortable with the fact that I was 120 lbs, I thought I couldn’t gain it back.

5. Saying, “I will go on a diet tomorrow” (I said it 5 minutes ago when I ate some pasta)

Pathetic, really. I know you aren’t supposed to be hard on yourself, but 100lbs gained in one year?! Thats disgusting that I let it happen.

So this is a declaration that’s not on some “To-Do” List..or crumbled up piece of paper saying that I am going to lose 75lbs. Which means I would weigh 145lbs. From experience 120lbs was toooooo skinny for me. I looked like a skeleton. Which is even more troubling than gaining all this weight. I can use all the help I can get, so that means all of you have to reply to my posts! Ya know, or else!

Posted on October 2nd, 2008 by mooseysushi
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