feeling not so good

moonfairy on Aug 26th 2008 09:42 pm

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.  I’ve just been so down (mostly, anyway).  I can’t seem to get out of this rut.  And I’m not just talking diet and exercise.  I’m talking everything in general.  Life is just so blah right now.  I feel like I’ve failed in everything.  My job is boring, boring, boring and the places I’ve applied to for a new job haven’t called me back.  My diet sucks.  Can’t decide what plan/menu I want to follow.  Exercise sucks.  Haven’t been able to get to the gym b/c DH’s working 12 hr shifts and there’s no time to get in a workout after work.  Can’t take my decorating courses (my interest/passion) and can’t take my exec admin courses (not that I need it but it’ll look good on my resume, I suppose).  Can’t afford either one.  Each course is about $300.  I’d rather pay off my credit cards first before I begin adding more debt to them.  The house still isn’t 100% painted.  I don’t know what DH’s waiting for.  I had been hoping to have everything painted for LAST xmas and it STILL isn’t completed.  Asked DH to cut grass on Sunday.  He didn’t.  Would like to buy a few more pieces of furniture but again…don’t want to add extra debt.  Ho hum…

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  1. lodyangelon 26 Aug 2008 at 9:48 pm

    Thanks for my comment. I was thinking I would wear boy shorts under the skirt so my entire arse won’t hang out! :lol:

    Try to concentrate on the positive and not dwell on the negative. You will get your diet and exercise back on track, the house will get painted and one day you will be able to afford all that stuff you want and need.

    Keep your head up. Everything will be okay.

    Melody :)

  2. m3at49on 07 Sep 2008 at 11:31 pm

    Gee you sound so down in the dumps, girl! Don’t give up. Ya gotta keep at it cause it feels better than quitting. Maybe you could pick up some dumbbells for at home and a couple of w/o videos to start out with. I hear Jillians 30 Day Shred is a good one. It’s cardio and weights I believe. Thinking of getting it myself.

    Come on, let’s throw some weights around!

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