Archive for August 26th, 2008

feeling not so good

moonfairy on Aug 26th 2008 09:42 pm

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.  I’ve just been so down (mostly, anyway).  I can’t seem to get out of this rut.  And I’m not just talking diet and exercise.  I’m talking everything in general.  Life is just so blah right now.  I feel like I’ve failed in everything.  My job is boring, boring, boring and the places I’ve applied to for a new job haven’t called me back.  My diet sucks.  Can’t decide what plan/menu I want to follow.  Exercise sucks.  Haven’t been able to get to the gym b/c DH’s working 12 hr shifts and there’s no time to get in a workout after work.  Can’t take my decorating courses (my interest/passion) and can’t take my exec admin courses (not that I need it but it’ll look good on my resume, I suppose).  Can’t afford either one.  Each course is about $300.  I’d rather pay off my credit cards first before I begin adding more debt to them.  The house still isn’t 100% painted.  I don’t know what DH’s waiting for.  I had been hoping to have everything painted for LAST xmas and it STILL isn’t completed.  Asked DH to cut grass on Sunday.  He didn’t.  Would like to buy a few more pieces of furniture but again…don’t want to add extra debt.  Ho hum…

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