i have been so bad

moonfairy on Aug 19th 2008 08:21 pm

I can’t even begin to explain why.  Well, I know why.  I’ve just been so depressed lately but why do I let it affect my progress.  I’m so disappointed in myself.  I’m really, really hoping I can get my ass back in gear.  I mean really…who am I disappointing here?  Myself!  Am I not that important to even care about.

Reading this post confirms that I have issues!  ;)  I’m okay.  I know I’ll pull myself out of this funk soon.  I just don’t want to be here anymore.  Now if only I can make work better…

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  1. beattheeaton 19 Aug 2008 at 10:33 pm

    oh the job hunt…it really is so frustrating! I too want to do something to help make a difference, as I’m in no position to cure cancer, stop global warming, etc. all by myself. I don’t care if its a place helping people, animals, the world, I just will to do anything! But somebody out there will hire us, they just have to! At least that’s what I tell myself. Best of luck to you with everything, soon you’ll be super fit and with a job you love!

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