I went to sleep hungry last night. I kept thinking about food. Thankfully I resisted. I drank 2 cups of water and tried to not think about being hungry. This is why I hate trying to lose weight. I feel like I’m missing out on life not being able to eat like everyone else in the world. This guy I’m talking to is small and can eat whatever he wants and doesn’t gain weight. In fact his metabolism is so fast if he goes a day without eating he’ll lose weight. I know that all the suffering will be worth it in the end. I will be healthier, look better, and feel better about myself. I have confidence in myself to a point, I want to have more confidence and know that when I go outside people aren’t staring at me because of my weight. Hopefully today will be much better for me. I didn’t exercise yesterday because I felt weak and I was tired from working on a paper until 2am. Today I plan on exercising and just moving around. And today I definately won’t be focused on food and what I can and can’t have. Nobody said this would be easy!
Posted on September 10th, 2008 by southerngal07
Filed under: Journal
If you find that this diet you are trying out isn’t working for you, may I suggest you check out Weight Watchers? They have two plans, one called Flex Points, where you keep track of the points value of the items you eat and the other plan is called Core, where you can eat as much of certain foods till you are satisfied.
No matter what you decide to do, I applaud you for starting on this journey! It’s not easy, but the rewards, your good health, will far outweigh the hard times you’ll experience on this journey. I wish you much luck!