I’ve noticed that lately I’ve been eating TWO dinners. I know why I do it, and now am going to stop. I work from 8:30 ’til about 4:30 sometimes later. I work with kids all day so by the time I get home I am starving! But when I get home my family isn’t home yet so I’ll usually heat up some leftovers or whatever I can find and eat. I was thinking ohhh its just a snack and then I’ll eat again when my family gets home at around 7:30. I realized last night that I was going over my points and realized it was from the “snack” and then having dinner. I was so mad at myself. So now I will be skipping my afternoon “snack” and just wait ’til dinner and eat something much more low cal instead of leftovers and what not!

 I went to the gym on Wednesday and now I can’t find my damn gym key pass! I’m gonna have to go and get another from the offices on Monday.. luckily the weather is great so I could go for a nice looooooong walk.

I really am not a BIG fan of the gym when I’m on the treadmill I don’t know where to look, I mean sure I could just keep staring in the mirror at myself, but after awhile I start analyzing everything about myself and wanting to puke. So I just like stare around at the walls and try not to make eye contact with other people. I would watch the tv, but then I’d get all confused with that and my iPod and me trying to keep walking, so I really don’t know what to do there.