Yesterday was not so good :( May 2, 2008
I did excellent yesterday…until…a friend asked me to go get margaritas. Margaritas turned into cheese dip, which turned into enchiladas, which just left me feeling way too stuffed and depressed. I honestly don’t know why I do this to myself. I’m a fairly rational, logical, intelligent person when it comes to other things. But, when it comes to eating and my weight, all logic seems to go out the window. I so badly want to lose the weight and get healthy, but I’m constantly making decisions that go against that. And one bad decision completely destroys days and days of good decisions. It’s just so frustrating, and I’m so irritated with myself.
I haven’t figured this one out either - going out for drinks w a friend is one of the hardest dieting moments for me. I can never seem to keep it under control like I sometimes can in other situations.
I end up turning down most of these invitations, or trying to convert them to a bonafide dinner (that works better - I nix the alcohol and order something healthy).
hang in there…
hi there. how did your weekend go? i ate 1000cals for cinco de mayo yesterday (in ONE sitting lol) but i’m coming back strong today. let’s do this!
-k