52 weeks to go!!

Okay! So, the day was going great! I had breakfast. I worked out. I had a salad for lunch, and I even skipped the croutons! The salad wasn’t very good. Then the afternoon snack hit. I had the worst craving for a grilled cheese for some reason, but I had already eaten a huge apple (trying to be good). Then I thought to myself, “Look! A grilled cheese sandwich isn’t that bad, and if you don’t give in to your cravings just a little bit, then you will go on a binge!” So, I decided to make a grilled cheese sandwich and half it with my daughter. I thought, “Perfect! I will get the taste of the grilled cheese like I want, but I don’t have to go overboard and eat the whole thing!” So, I had my half of the grilled cheese, but while it was cooking i had 3 peanut butter and crackers. After the sandwich, I had several BBQ chips, and I had a pudding snack pack that my daughter and I split.  URRRRGGGG! I felt horrible. I felt so fat and so bloated and full! I decided I wouldn’t eat any supper, but I did! I had shrimp scampi with linguini. It was good. I just don’t know what happened. I was doing so well.

Well….today (day 2) it’s just me. I don’t have my daughter today. She is at the baby sitters. So, I’m gonna try to be a good girl today. I’m gonna try to clean a bit, exercise, watch what I eat, and most importantly plan for my biggest loser contest. I would like to plan 13 weeks of meals. I know it sounds a bit much, but school starts next week, and I’m afraid if I get busy with school I will use it as an excuse not to do right and plan my meals!

We will see how it goes!