I sat down this morning and began pawing through my little black diet book. For the past two weeks I have writing down every stinking thing I’ve shoveled into my gob, what I was doing at the time and how I was feeling physically and emotionally. I’m a relatively happy go lucky thing, so there’s not a lot of “woe is me” crap to mull over….errrr…unless ya count “boo-hoo, why did I eat that? WHY WHY WHY” Which I didn’t write in those exact words, but was insinuated by high lighting the devil foods of choice in pink!!!

Examples taken straight from book: “Turkey sub on w/w with ultra high fat store mayo which I should have scrapped off and didn’t!!!”

How about:
“x4 two bite mini brownies. Must eat meals on time”

Or this one where I did write down my feelings: “Got very hungry because wasn’t eating enuf, so wanted shit, ate shit + feel like shit!!! X 100000 CHOCOLATE ALMONDS!!!!

No excuses for the language…I’m not sorry. It’s honestly how I was feeling at the time and that’s not “happy go lucky” me. That’s something that needs fixing!!!

So here’s what I’ve come up with and I’m pretty darned pleased with it all. Scattered out over the duration of two weeks they seem innocent enough, had I not been writing them down, that is. I have though, thank goodness, and look at all the things that are weighing me down. Weighing me up? :)

1. Water. x8 minimum. Drink it. Lots!

2. Eat on time. Do not miss meals…any more…ever again!

3. Balance out protein, veggies and carbs.

4. Booze= Munchies= Sweets cravings.

5. Hunger=Munchies= Sweets cravings.

6. High fat/ High sugar night time munching = night sweats. (very true!)

7. Feeling tired = Craving munchies. Take a nap or go the devil to bed if it’s night time. Stay away from the TV!!!

8. Eat before grocery shopping. “Duh!!! All dah foodz makin me crazy”

9. Eat required snacks between meals. Think “blood sugar” :)

Back on track and off to breakfast!

Catch ya later!