Chasing away Chubby

I’m sitting here watching the closing ceremonies of the olympics.  It’s sad it’s over.  I love the olympics- especially the summer olympics.  It’s so cool to see so many people’s dreams come true.

I have a goal!  My goal is to lose as much weight as humanly possible by Halloween.  Why?  My Sisters are having a halloween party and I have to dress up for it.  The plan so far  is for BF (yeah the cheater) and I to go together.   We discussed costumes tonight and are thinking about him dressing up as a catholic priest and me dressing up as a catholic school girl.  I know we would be making fun of a very un-funny situation, but it’s halloween.  Trashy costumes reign.  So I want to lose weight because I want to be a hot catholic school girl- not a fat catholic school girl. 

Tomorrow’s plan is to get up, get the kids off to school, and go run 3 miles.  Come home, water the plants, and then work on cleaning up the house.

So my exercise goal is to work out for 300 minutes this week.  That’s 5 days for 60 minutes.  Should be interesting.

I start classes again on Wednesday. I only have one class until October and then I pick up 3 more for the second quarter. My portfolio for checkpoint II is due October 21st and I have to interview the week after. I should be getting my Praxis II test results this week and I am praying that I pass!!  That test costs over $200 to take and I don’t want to have to fork out that money for that again.

The weekend was good.  Friday night I went out to eat with BF.  He had to go back into work at 10:00 after he had aleady worked a 10 hour shift. he worked til 4 Am and came home slept for a few hours and then went back to work at 9 AM.  His factory was breaking every labor law ever written- but he’s  a supervisor and working your butt off comes with the job.  It also helps keep him out of trouble.  Saturday we had a surprise B-day party for Sis1.  We had such a good time. I drank so we stayed in my sisters camper.  We have been talkingsome about his cheating.  He has even told me that he’ll never put himself in that positin again, that he’ll never go to the bar again. I know how stupid this souds but I believe him when he says it.  Do I believe that he will remember that a few years down the road…I don’t know.  I want to believe him, but how do you believe someone who has lied to you so much already.  IDK…only time will tell.   But for now, he is treating me like a queen and I am enjoying it.   I really do love him.  I just don’t know if i can work through this with him again.  I do think that he is sorry.  And I think he has learned his lesson.  i just hope it lasts and that he remembers his lesson a year or two from now.

Oh I have to tell you this.  Tonight I told him that if he ever cheated on me again, I would go out find some guy and have sex with the guy in BF’s bed and I would video tape it and give him the tape.  I don’t think I would ever really do it.  But who knows.  He needs to know how this feels…how bad it hurts.

Well off to bed with me!  I hope this finds everyone safe, happy, and healthy.

Posted on August 24th, 2008 by lodyangel
Filed under: Fitness Goals, General