First off, thanks to my girls Annie and Leeda for being so supportive of me and my unconventional diet plan. :) You girls ROCK!!
Today was a good day eating wise. I didn’t eat until 8:30 PM. It wasn’t intentional. I was BUSY all day writing lesson plans and a research paper that were due tonight [...]
Posted on May 30th, 2008 by lodyangel
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Alright…I know I shouldn’t but just for a few minutes I am gonna descend into some self loathing or maybe this is more about being honest with myself. I have gained back 16 pounds that I had lost. I do not like myself at this weight. I feel tired, cumbersome, and just FAT. I hate [...]
Posted on May 29th, 2008 by lodyangel
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Days like today are the ones that I like. The day is sunny, I don’t have to go anywhere. I can sit on my butt and not do anything-well, except I have a TON of homework to do and there si of course some housework to be completed…and I have to go to class tonight. [...]
Posted on May 28th, 2008 by lodyangel
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It’s hump Day! Yes and I get to see BF today for a few short mnutes so I am definitely hoping it will be hump day in every sense of the word!
i am preparing myself to go run. I really do not feel up to it, but I am going to make myself go. [...]
Posted on May 21st, 2008 by lodyangel
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Which means that the kids are home from school. It is good though, I get to spend a few hours with them and they get to help me with the housework. Today thus far I have loaded the dishwasher and done 1 load of laundry, fixed the kiddies breakfast, and am preparing to work out. [...]
Posted on May 20th, 2008 by lodyangel
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My last day at work was friday. It was heartwrenching. I have been there for nearly 10 years. It was a long time. Most the time in life the “lasts” pass by without much merriment, without much notice. No one bothers to notice the last iem you change your babies diaper [...]
Posted on May 19th, 2008 by lodyangel
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Today was a beautiful day. I spent alot of “quality time” with BF today. For the next 2 months we will only get to see each other 2-3 times a week since I will be going to college every night, 6-10 PM starting tomorrow. It was really nice to just be near him and spend some [...]
Posted on May 18th, 2008 by lodyangel
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Yesterday was my last day at work. It’s funny, I always thought that my last day that I would walk out the doors and feel a weight lifted off my shoulders. To feel the breeze on my face, a song in my heart and know that I am free… That didn’t happen. I cried most of the [...]
Posted on May 17th, 2008 by lodyangel
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The day dawned beautiful, though cloudy this morning. It was the sort of clean, peaceful morning that makes you happy to be alive. Too bad the rain is coming to ruin it. YUCK!
I took DD to dance and then actually got a few plants potted. I still have 1 flower bed to plant and another [...]
Posted on May 14th, 2008 by lodyangel
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First I want to thank all of you for your awesome support yesterday when I was feeling so low. I don’t know why I let what other people think of me get to me so badly. I know I am a darned good mother. So I will just let it go for now.
I found out [...]
Posted on May 13th, 2008 by lodyangel
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