Chasing away Chubby

First off let me say…

I don’t care if Britney Spears ran over another photographers foot.  Get outta her damn way when she goes to leave and she wouldn’t hit you.  You have to be standing under the freaking car to get run over that way.   I think those parasites get run over on purpose just so they can sue her.  Leave the poor girl alone so she can fight her demons  (her drug addiction, her worthless family, her golddigging ex-husband) in peace!  Like the freak on youtube said “Leave Britney Alone!!!”

Sorry, the Britney circus really gets on my nerves.  Why they allow the Papparazzi to harrass her the way they do is criminal.  If there was some nut with a camera following a non-celebrity 24/7, filming and taking pictures of every move they made, they would be slapped with a restraining order and named a stalker.  But the Papparazzi do it and get paid for it.  It disgusts me.  I understand she is in the public eye, but there should be some law about how close they can get to a celebrity, their family, and homes.   Did we not learn anything from Princess Di getting killed?  If we don’t do something to stop the “Britney VS the Papparazzi nightmare”, someone is gonna get killed.

Britney doesn’t help herself though.  Tint your windows on your cars.  Hire a limo and a chauffeur.  Move to another city where there are less papparazzi.  Kick the loser  hanger-ons outta your life, and get off the drugs girl…whatever they are.  

We’re Americans.  Why don’t we stand up for the little people anymore.  It’s obvious Britney can’t speak up for herself.  Why can’t the American public speak up for someone in trouble. 

Why do we put up with these ridiculously high gas prices?  When Exxon can post a $9 BILLION dollar profit in one quarter, you know that something is not on the up and up, and gas really isn’t as high as the oily high-rollers are telling us little people.

Why don’t we stand up and say something?

We are fighting a war we should have never been a part of.  A war that 63% of Americans do not support.  We sit here and watch our soldiers die, and our tax dollars wasted and yet we say nothing.

Americans have gotten comfortable.  We have gotten lazy.  I hate to say it, but what happened to the hippies?  They may have been high, but they fought against injustice.   Where is that spirit now?

I must apologize for my stream of consciousness regarding the wrongs in the world, but I just get so sick of it all.

I am sick of paying so much for gas.  If it gets any higher I won’t be able to afford to drive to work.   I am sick of not being able to afford what I want.  I am sick of not being able to afford clothing for myself, for my kids.  I am sick of  worrying about havinf enough food til payday.  I am sick of not being able to buy anything without feeling guilty about it.

While the Exxon stockholders share in a $9 BILLION dollar profit raped from America’s working poor.

Grrrr!

I am just sick and tired, OKAY?

Can you tell that TOM came a week early?  

Okay enough of that…

Today was okay food wise, not great, but not awful.  My weight was 200.      :)      A new low.    :)    The blue jeans I wore were really loose.  They were always loose but now it was annoyingly so.  Hey kept bagging down and kept trying to take my undies with them!  I can’t stand the feel of baggy undies! The sweater I wore I couldn’t wear last Xmas when I got it…too tight!  I don’t think there was much I got for Christmas I could actually wear last year.   So now i have a new clothes!

My son and neice had a club initiation after school outside in the cold, so I went after work to make sure they were warm enough.  My son took the only pair of gloves I had to offer him and my neice took my Old navy Polar fleece sweatshirt.  I love that sweatshirt.  I have had it for YEARS.  And it still  looks good and keeps me really warm when I  run in it.  It is the only thing I have to wear in the cold now when I run. So I made sure to tell my neice “I NEED THIS BACK!”  SO I watch her.  She doesn’t put it on.  She walks down to the group of teenagers and throws it on another girl.

I knew then I was in trouble.  I called my sister (her mother) immediately.  “Please make sure when Dave picks them up that he makes sure she has my sweatshirt.  It is the only one I have to runin.”  My sis assured me they would get it. 

Well when they roll into my house, where is my sweatshirt?  Her friend has it.

Her friend.  I did not lend it to her friend!   I am sooo pissed off!  She swears she is gonna get it tomorrow, but damn!  I specifically told her that I needed it back!  I am irritated, pissed, and sad.  I have had that sweatshirt for at least 5 years.  And I love it!  GRRRR!!!  Now I have nothing good to run in tomorrow!

Well next time she can just freeze. 

I went to Wal-mart tonight and wandered around the Christmas section.  I love Christmas and I am so in the mood!  I wish I had the money to start Xmas shopping. I will have to wait until H&R Block does that Holiday loan thing.  It’s where they loan you money from your return.  I did it last year and to me it ws worth the $123 it cost me fof my return.   Without that there would be a very stark XMas at my house.  God!  I hate being poor!

I try to  allow myself one small splurge per payday.  Usually about 5-10 dollars.  This week I bought 5 strings of colored icicle lights…a little over $30, but well worth it if it makes DD happy.  She fussed at me last year because we did not decorate enough.  I never did get all the decorations up.  So this year I promised we would decorate more. So this weekend we start!

Maybe Christmas decorations will get me outta this mood!

Posted on November 15th, 2007 by lodyangel
Filed under: General