floppy boobies
I have just noticed the first thing about losing weight that I do not like…Well, besides the starvation, and lack of chocolate in my diet! :lol: I had nice D size tits. And now that I have lost weight, I have lost weight in them as well, which is to be expected. What is NOT to be expected is that they would fall down to my knees! :lol: Okay, yeah I am exaggerating, but really they have fallen, even though I had done lots of chest exercises to prevent it from happening. Damn! My worst fears are all coming to be realized…
I guess I will start saving for a booby lift as well as my tummy tuck to get rid of my excess belly fat that I am assuming I may have when this is all done and over with.
I ran for 20 minutes tonight, which as slow as I was running probably amounted to a mile. Pathetic!
I ate like a pig after I got the next batch of news…
Bad news on the college front. I got a D in my math class…you know the one it took me 2 weeks to get my book and i couldn’t even log in to my class until i got the book, thus started the class 2 weeks late. Well I was all happy with my D til i read my handbook where it says I have to get a C in the class to graduate!!! WTF!!! So I have to re-take it, which wouldn’t be so bad except that my college just lost it’s accredidation for the online teachers education program.
Yeah. That’s NOT good!
I have to graduate by December 2008 (which was my projected graduation date) or all of this has been for nothing. So if anything else happens…like I don’t pass my praxis exams, or I get hurt and can’t finish my classes, or I get a D in another class, then I can kiss my career plans good-bye!
Yeah, from here…life sucks today.
Posted on October 22nd, 2007 by lodyangel
Filed under: General
Babe,
I’m sorry to hear about the math class. You know, I failed my math class too and had to do it all over again. I cried my ass off because I was terrified that I wouldn’t be able to do it. But you know what homegirl, I did it. I sweated myself every night doing math problems. It was sheer hell - but I made it. You know what hon - you are so determined and correct me if I’m wrong but like me - (only you have so much more responsibility then me with your babies) you’re sick and tired of living a hand to mouth existence (unexpected expenses that make you have a panic attack,- giving up one bill for another, giving up a bill for food) - that you (like me) are willing to do anything to get out of that life and into a better one. It’ll happen Ms. Lody. It’ll happen.
I don’t want you to think about what could go wrong. I want you to focus on what WILL go right. It’s a struggle to give up our inherent nature (sorry - but damn - nothing has ever gone easy for me - I’ve had to work for every damn thing and work HARD) to be skeptical sometimes and weigh out all the bad things that can happen - but we switch it up and think positive.
You’re gonna do it sweets.
Youre gonna do it for your babies.
You’re gonna do it for yourself.
You’re gonna do it so you can share all your joy, wisdom and kindness with even more human beings in this world.
So babe, pick yourself off - cry if you need to - scream if you need to - go outside and run so fast that you fall on the grass - cry, scream and choke all at once - but release what didn’t happen and get yourself ready for what’s gonna happen.
I believe in you lady. You are incredible and you’re gonna do even BIGGER things!
Can you find another place that’s giving that class - like another online school or community college so you can get the credit? Then of course, it’s the childcare during that time - the whole thing about commute, scheduling etc… It’s definitely not cool that the school lost it’s accreditation for the online. What’s up with that?
But you know hon - it’s a momentary set back.
DO NOT let this kill your spirit.
I am gonna put good stuff for you out there - you be kind to yourself. Hon we all have setbacks - sometimes it can almost kill us - but you know what - we can bounce back and be stronger than ever.
It’ll happen.
love you.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo (to infinity sweetpea)
p.s. -
mine dropped a long time ago
But damn, with the right bra - they can look as perky and happy as they once were! 
You’re a cutie sweetpea….
Ditto for everything anngirl said; and said very well!! And sweetie…it’s NEVER been for nothing, you”ll see. I heard or read something the other day about all our so-called “failures” actually being “experience”—-WAY too soon for you to look at that D in that light yet, I know. Math was not my best subject either.
On the boobs, exercise will never make them perky again for any of us; it just builds and tones the muscle underneath….a good support bra is worth it’s weight in gold….
I know exactly what your saying about the boobs. Before kids, mine were so perky, nice, round. After kids not so much. Now that Im losing weight.. well they aint pretty. I too will need a boob job someday or a really good bra! Ill have to settle on the bra for now.
I guess I don’t mind that my boobs are not perky. They have never been perky. Women in my family just have the same kind of boobs and they are not round and perky. I guess maybe if I’d had them and then lost them, I would be upset. I’m sorry you’re disappointed with yours.
Sorry about the D in math, God math sucks…always my worst subject.
I know nothing else will go wrong, you still have your career in site, and you can do it! Just like you can ANYTHING!
Thanks for checking up on me, it really means a lot